1/31/12

Two Days

Marching down into the dawn of red,
Spies running ahead to uncover the nests.

The colors of the nation hanging by the rope

Would eight hundred suffice to resist the test?


Soon enough the vulture's eye

would be stabbed with a sword and ripped from within.

But whose vulture will be throttled first?

The common man or the relentless king?

An uprising not too late in time

rising from an exploited mime,

Where the shovel is silent and the daggers scream,

The time had come to recover the dreams.


The dogs start howling at the very sight

frantic in anticipation of the impending fight.
The children all crouch hiding in the dark,

Sheltering their lives to be torn apart.


The last gaze of the moon falters and hides.
The stars whimper away with the night.


As the ground shakes with sheer strength of force,

As the men keep shouting themselves hoarse.

As the sun blinks its weary eye,

As the jackals shriek and cower in fright.

As the fires burn in raging silence,

As the swords glint with a hint of violence.
As the hope clashes with the fearsome past,

As the fist rises in a struggling mass.


The next two days will determine their fate

Stories untold will lay to waste.

History will only unfold the face

of the sunshine that might arrive just too late.

1/22/12

Through the window

Cry because you want to
smile because you care

there are no restrains
binding you down
except ones you care to make.

It's all pandemonium

never resting still in one place.
It's always a vagabond want

that seems to be chasing us away.

the sky changes colour
sometimes
but forever stays right up there

the roads below them go on for miles

without winds to brush their dust away.


Faith breaks down losing sight of hope

The lights glow dim as we ponder
thinking has led us to solutions wise

and the same has led to thunder.

we reside in our own memories
fighting battles that are always our own
on the outside we keep fighting for each other overlooking what is already known.

with each day we are surer still
of what we can do from our window sill

but with each passing day we step further away
further away from our window sill.


we've grown old watching fellowmen pass
and we've lost count of days gone by so fast

we've learnt much from our journeys through the window
now we've started stepping back to places that we know.

12/19/11

A Bluer Christmas

I can hear all the quiet suddenly.
Its nowhere near what quiet used to be.
The lights are quieter & the streets seem new
There aren't many who're trying to break free.

I don't know how long it has been
One day u left home just suddenly
And all i can now do is yearn for you.
Run in circles to find a sign of you.


I won't give up yet
I'd wait a thousand winters if I could
I will see u yet
Come back soon before I start to forget.


Scattered in lights the city shines brand new.
The cold is come the winter wind is biting blue.
But with u not around my summers are even cold.
Christmas will be bluer again without you.



I won't give up yet
I'd wait a thousand winters if I could
I will see u yet
Come back soon before I start to forget.

11/20/11

Some.Day

Somedays you lay back to think of what to do.
Somedays are when you have nothing left to do.
Somedays are when you tell yourself its alright.
Somedays are when just nothing seems to be right.
Somedays you look outside and you know what to do.
Somedays you keep staring without ever meaning to.
Somedays never seem to pass when you want it so bad.
Somedays are so good that you never know when its passed.
Somedays you call a friend to tell them what is wrong.
Somedays you keep to yourself and tell yourself to be strong.
Somedays are lonelier and you want someone by your side.
Somedays are so full of life you forget to see the light.


Someday you will realize what you did was fine.
Someday you will realize there's no need for lying.
Someday you will realize that you cant just have it all.
The closest you will get is when you start to fall.

11/8/11

Uncertain reasons of joy

A small part of me knows when to step back
but most of the times I never listen to it.
I know my steps forward can never always bring me luck
but I try nevertheless with utmost conviction.

Blessed is he who cannot know what is right or wrong
because in our world of uncertainty
there is always an existential fight.
you may never know where or what you did wrong.
but deep down,u believe it or not,
u know you alone are responsible.

I try n try hard to please everyone in sight
end up failing myself
flailing arms open wide.
I go ahead barge full steam.
and when I have crossed the line
I am sorry more than i have ever been.

"A little gesture goes a long way" 'they' say
I dunno where 'they' came from
because i find all the words there to be astray.

But at the end of every trip
I find time to look back.
and laughter comes gushing forth somehow
whether i did wrong or right.
The delight is unbounded.
The reason is still unknown.
All i know is I am ready
for my next trip that's in store.

9/22/11

Sixteen

When i was sixteen
I cudnt stop staring
Stealing glances
At all the women passing by.

The class teacher
As well as the tutor
And the girl
In the next house in the sweater.


But hey wasn’t it fun?
To be looking at a whole new dimension?
And yeah! Call it fortune
That I was never the serious one.

U can very well imagine now
The man that I am
But I’ll be glad to tell u ur wrong.

Theres a whole new side to me
That I never knew existed
N its wilder than what I’d known.


So yeah! Isn’t it fun?
To be feeling up a whole new dimension?
And yeah! Call it fortune
That I was never the serious one.

9/6/11

Fade

Fade away slowly till u seem like smoke.
Then fade farther till u
don't sting any one's eyes.

She
wouldn't miss you i bet,
nor would anyone else.
It
wouldn't seem much of a surprise.

Lie close to her, hold her heart so it doesn't break,
speak nothings to her so she can sleep off slow.

Do it once, twice and then everyday.
If
your not smoke by then u can have your way.


Bring them flowers, take them places.
With a smile on
your face, show u don't care for yourself.

Do it once,twice and then everyday.

If
your not smoke by then u can have your way.

You don't have the strength it takes to smile anymore.
What use are you if you can't make it rain anymore?

All trouble wants is contentment.

Contentment on the other hand doesn't recognize itself.

Before u
have time to seize the day, the day seizes u,
ties u down,strangles u.

Keep working at the knots, you'll never break free.

Keep fading
away to smoke, yeah then your free.

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