I haven't yet decided what title I will give to this post..i guess it depends on wat i end up writing about.My grammar is starting to suck by the day,am typing sms lingo here too....shit!!!
Anyway,am here in the City of joy for over a week now....been having a lot,no,correction,a hell lot of fun lately.There is so much i do wanna write about,but i can't....sometimes i really feel so lazy.And at tyms i wanna write but do not have the computer in front of me to do so...anyways... last week was quite fun,i do not have any complains from life right now....Fate is smiling upon me,as Abira says.This week was fun,summer vacations are being good to me....I met school people,Shuvam,Aniruddha,Anindya,Deepan etc etc...watched Madly Bangali n didnt like it that much,met Anirban on his birthday,visited South City a lott of times,tried and tried in vain to organize a reunion but failed to get a place to meet,went with Monodeep to get his guitar,an acoustic Pluto,awesome guitar...ummm....then made a chart on the history of kites with Sreerupa for Milaap 2009,went to the first class of C++ at CMC academy,to Simiz place,then Howrah Station to drop my mamidida...really hectic....n it was....at this moment i am craving for a bit of rest....stay at home,read make music etc....
6/28/09
Last Week....
6/19/09
Of Nature and Winds....
26th of May,the day started pretty normally except for the clouds in the sky.And then started the rain,which just went on and on.The whole evening we remained drowned in darkness,save the faint shimmerings from our cellphones.The weather remained sultry all day. We'd already started our exams,the practicals. On that day itself i had had my Analog Electronics practicals,got drenched while coming back from the college.Next Day it was Debmallya da's Lab,Instrumentation.Mum called up and said the weather had worsened over time,trees had fallen all over the city,streets flooded,and people were saying this was the worst storm Calcutta had ever seen.In Durgapur,it seemed okay,no trees were falling as far as i could see,but the rain was incessant,Andy went out in that rain and wind to get a pack of cigarettes,n came back drenched yet victorious..... :)
The Night started to pass amidst faint cellphone lights and candles,the current came back once or twice but never stayed.When i went to sleep that night,it was the first time i experienced something new.something that i had only heard of or read before-the whistling and howling of the wind.I have seen it on television,in cartoons,when there is a strong wind blowing,it was exactly that same kind of noise.....the rain had lessened by then. And when i woke up next morning,the skies had cleared. Then came the newspaper reports.....it had been a cyclone,named Aila(God knows why!!).Sunderbans had been washed away almost,submerged under saline water. We had felt almost nothing,the embankments there had been washed away,people had died.And even after one week,the newspapers were reporting of the lackadaisical approach by the Government of ours....there was little relief provided to those people who had lost so much.
Thus was my first experience of a cylcone.Aila.Yet from my mum n dad I had heard of a different kind.But i have to keep in mind the geographical differences.Mum and dad used to live in HongKong in the eighties,in a building on the 23rd floor.I remember one of them telling me of a cyclone experience where they had had to stay indoors for 2 or 3 days,with howling winds,vibrating furniture all around.I am glad my first experience wasn't the same. But I will pray for all those affected by Aila,and encourage everyone reading this to do so. :)
4/11/09
A Brand New World....

Its April 11th 2009 today...and oh,long tym since my last post...life is running at full pace,time is still flying like anything and changes are taking place at a really fast pace....At the moment am in Kolkata,for the Easter holidays for 6 days....the month has finally arrived,18th of april i turn twenty,another decade will start...WHEW!!
1/22/09
2009...
8/4/08
Aah,the best holiday i have ever had....probably the first and the last of this kind..no studies no tuitions, with nothing to do...from 21st June,2008....my holiday is still on,thanks to Pia Didi's wedding,though my college has reopened...i am missing classes and enjoying myself thoroughly here.
Its been a long vacation..and i have done nothing but go out, hang around with friends,orkut, music watch movies,sleep and eat....the whole of the holiday went by in doing just that.South City Mall, just a 15 minutes walk from my house,became my everyday hangout...made a record,6 days in a row,i spent at the Mall...met friends everyday,talked and gossiped relaxedly....one day 15 of us met up there...did nothing but talk...then there were the movies..
Get Smart,Jaane tu Ya Jaane Na,The Dark Knight,Kung Fu Panda,Cholo Lets Go, almost every movie that released....and then the hangouts....KFC with college friends,South City Mall with school frieds,someone's house this day,the other day someone else's...
Bhaskar went on a trip to the USA to visit his sister there,he still hasn't returned....but before he went,ankush me ani we all met up at his place,odie's gone of to GNLU....then everyone who came slowly went away and its the same old Kolkata again....without frends again....
then there was deepan,shubhodeep...they all came and one by one went away again... it wa sthe same feeling as last year when we all parted....best holidays i have ever had....sleepy...will come back soon...
wish...
Just wish someone could really help me out...i am trapped....my results came out today second semester....just 2 days before the wedding...i did badly this time...below my own expectations, don't know how it happened,but i gues whats done is done,i hafta do really well the next time....
This engineering is hard,whatever people might say....library seems the only option now...just books....kolkata as less as can be,but here i am enjoying a lot.....and BANG!! in the middle of everything out come the results....i had a feeling a while back that this might happen....and it did.
And even after this i dont know what to do,its either GRE or MBA,but i am really confused, because i really want to go abroad...
I JUST WISH I COULD CHANGE....FOR THE BETTER...EVRYTHING LOOKS BLEAK RIGHT NOW...WISH SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN,SOMETHING,JUST SOMETHING...
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