Aah,the best holiday i have ever had....probably the first and the last of this kind..no studies no tuitions, with nothing to do...from 21st June,2008....my holiday is still on,thanks to Pia Didi's wedding,though my college has reopened...i am missing classes and enjoying myself thoroughly here.

Its been a long vacation..and i have done nothing but go out, hang around with friends,orkut, music watch movies,sleep and eat....the whole of the holiday went by in doing just that.South City Mall, just a 15 minutes walk from my house,became my everyday hangout...made a record,6 days in a row,i spent at the Mall...met friends everyday,talked and gossiped relaxedly....one day 15 of us met up there...did nothing but talk...then there were the movies..

Get Smart,Jaane tu Ya Jaane Na,The Dark Knight,Kung Fu Panda,Cholo Lets Go, almost every movie that released....and then the hangouts....KFC with college friends,South City Mall with school frieds,someone's house this day,the other day someone else's...

Bhaskar went on a trip to the USA to visit his sister there,he still hasn't returned....but before he went,ankush me ani we all met up at his place,odie's gone of to GNLU....then everyone who came slowly went away and its the same old Kolkata again....without frends again....

then there was deepan,shubhodeep...they all came and one by one went away again... it wa sthe same feeling as last year when we all parted....best holidays i have ever had....sleepy...will come back soon...

wish...

Just wish someone could really help me out...i am trapped....my results came out today second semester....just 2 days before the wedding...i did badly this time...below my own expectations, don't know how it happened,but i gues whats done is done,i hafta do really well the next time....

This engineering is hard,whatever people might say....library seems the only option now...just books....kolkata as less as can be,but here i am enjoying a lot.....and BANG!! in the middle of everything out come the results....i had a feeling a while back that this might happen....and it did.

And even after this i dont know what to do,its either GRE or MBA,but i am really confused, because i really want to go abroad...

I JUST WISH I COULD CHANGE....FOR THE BETTER...EVRYTHING LOOKS BLEAK RIGHT NOW...WISH SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN,SOMETHING,JUST SOMETHING...

Starting off....again....

Its been a long time now that i blogged....had 3 blogs at one point of time...but couldn't manage all of them regularly.....and then college started...in Durgapur...and everything in life became so hectic...Durgapur Calcutta,shuttling between 2 lives...

Once it started at Durgapur,there was no end to it initially,shuttling,most of the time i was here in Calcutta,left behind so many things....precious moments,precious friends made over so many years....slowly ebbed away...it was a new life...a new beginning that everyone had to face,but it was hard,i still miss all of it...well,not all of it, because i still make it a point to meet up my friends,spend time with my family as regularly as i can....guess no one knows where life's taking them...and its all part of it....the Master Plan...

Its been a year now,first year completed,but theres still that hallowed portal that still kind of empty...i am here in Calcutta,have been enjoying a lot this holiday,it was the first time in life i got a holiday and had nothing to study,no tuitions...and theres my sister's wedding next week...so its still gonna be a really fun ride throughout...