5/17/15

Shiver,Paralysed

Its not easy when you know
something's about to happen
something you didn't want
in the first place.

But its on the way
you know it for sure
and there's nothing in the world
that can stop it at all.

You dig a hole
and disappear undeground
And it follows you down there
snaking behind you.

You shiver, paralysed.
hold your breath in vain
knowing you're just a little ahead.
a mental pat on the back.

the moment comes
you're caught
squeezed and twisted
till you gasp for breath.

And you never prepared
even though you knew
convinced yourself
it wasnt possible.

So you shiver, paralysed
gasp for breath in vain.
knowing you're taken in
gone from your world.

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