7/31/08

Starting off....again....

Its been a long time now that i blogged....had 3 blogs at one point of time...but couldn't manage all of them regularly.....and then college started...in Durgapur...and everything in life became so hectic...Durgapur Calcutta,shuttling between 2 lives...

Once it started at Durgapur,there was no end to it initially,shuttling,most of the time i was here in Calcutta,left behind so many things....precious moments,precious friends made over so many years....slowly ebbed away...it was a new life...a new beginning that everyone had to face,but it was hard,i still miss all of it...well,not all of it, because i still make it a point to meet up my friends,spend time with my family as regularly as i can....guess no one knows where life's taking them...and its all part of it....the Master Plan...

Its been a year now,first year completed,but theres still that hallowed portal that still kind of empty...i am here in Calcutta,have been enjoying a lot this holiday,it was the first time in life i got a holiday and had nothing to study,no tuitions...and theres my sister's wedding next week...so its still gonna be a really fun ride throughout...

Scared and Safe

 It seems like I go through these sine waves of anxiety and determination. I ride out the waves differently of course. It seems like the anx...