I wish the past wasn't so familiar so much such that it makes me want to go back there all the time. With the kind of luck I have been having, the phrase "the future is scary" is an understatement. I am just too tired of it all. I know somehow nothing will come out of anything I do and I just do not feel like putting in an effort. Its stupid and stubborn I know. But I just cannot help it.
I just don;t feel like doing anything. I wish this phase would end. I wish 2011 just went away.