I wish the past wasn't so familiar so much such that it makes me want to go back there all the time. With the kind of luck I have been having, the phrase "the future is scary" is an understatement. I am just too tired of it all. I know somehow nothing will come out of anything I do and I just do not feel like putting in an effort. Its stupid and stubborn I know. But I just cannot help it.
I just don;t feel like doing anything. I wish this phase would end. I wish 2011 just went away.
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Scared and Safe
It seems like I go through these sine waves of anxiety and determination. I ride out the waves differently of course. It seems like the anx...
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Overboard and yet unfettered, Was there reason to drown? Floating on the surface and yet an urge to drown Was there any reason to swim?...
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I have absolutely no idea why i wrote this...I just wanted to write something as a song for the past two days,but couldn't at all...I wr...
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You cursed my eyes open When all I could see was black with glittering buttons of light when the light crossed. And all I saw was white all ...